And The WAR begins...

Finally back in Florida, and it's very bitter sweet. It was absolute awesome begin home, but if you read a couple blogs ago I was looking forward to coming back because there are some changes that I needed to make. Anyway, so I got back to Florida and it appears that I don't have a job anymore (I said appears, have to go talk to them tomorrow), nor do I have a check because, long story, just mailed them out yesterday, which really doesn’t help my bank account.

Then today was the big test day (K-6, for my teaching certification). I had been studying this stupid book that turns out didn't help me at all. I mean seriously this test was ridiculous; the type of questions weren't even similar to what was on the test. I should probably be as positive as possible but I don't feel condifient after walking out of there. Not only was it a waste of time and money taking the test but also
purchasing the stupidest, most ridiculous, piece of study material known to man. I'm pretty sure if I had that book to study for about 2 months it wouldn't have made a difference, a lot of the material that was asked on the test WASN'T EVEN IN THE BOOK! *This picture explains exactly how I felt after taking that test, and from reading that book!*

While I was in New Mexico, my last night there actually, I dropped my camera. No big deal right? People drop their cell phones, and probably cameras, all of the time. That's exactly what I was thinking because after I dropped it I was able to still take pictures. Well apparently it had a delayed reaction and is now broken. When you turn it on a picture of the logo shows up and then goes to a white screen. I can view previously taken pictures I just can't take any new ones. Yes it's just a camera but this is huge for me, especially because I had an up coming project I needed it for.

Once I got back from the test and had a little emotional melt down, I realized that all the things that have happened in the last 24 hrs were attacks from the devil. He knows the things that I came back here to and he doesn't like it and is trying everything he can to get me off course. I can't believe I almost fell for it; I'm not going to let him defeat, distract, or distress me. I have to stay focused. Thank you for letting my vent, I feel a lot better now.